Love Songs for the Terminally Haunted (5 Years)

That Which Is Safe

Tender Green

Understanding Healing

All the Things I Was Too Scared to Say

We Build Our Castles in the Air

Du Sang

Road to Himeji

But a Sound

An Amputation

The Hand That Rests on My Shoulder

One Day We Will No Longer Hurt

To Be Gentle

Flesh and Blood, Bone and Dream

If You Are Reading This

Insurmountable

7/14/19

The Thought of Losing You Terrifies Me

Every Day

An Ardent Light

Ephemeral and Endless

Aftermath

You Have Left Us, but Shades of Blonde Still Remind Me of You Like Wisps of Love

I Was Brought to the Water by Bleak and Shimmering Bursts of Light

If You Don't Like What You See When You Look in the Mirror, Don't Look / I Don't Care

And I Conceded to the Incessant Noise of Flies and Insects Swarming My Body

I Love You and I Am Sorry

To Break the Thought Preemptively

My Skull-Sized Kingdom Closes Its Eyes to You

Callow and Joyous / Repurposed

Practicing Self-Love / Concepts in Newfound Motion

What Keeps Me Here When I Don't Feel Like I Am Enough to Stay

Static in My Head / Contributions to a Marred Mental Health

I Will Not Forgive You

Looming

Spiritual Pruning

As Long as I Am With You When It Ends

I Fear of Your Death and It Rips Me Apart

A Thousand Words

Anesthetize

I Think of You Every Day

Ghosts Lingering Within the Confines of My Head

The Letter "I"

For Claire

Hyperextension

The Depths of Our Trauma Is the Well From Which We Draw Our Compassion

We Will Eventually Let Go

Exhale

Splintered

Inseperable

Absence

Inner Child

A Moment That Passes Through Us

I Want to Go Back to Where the Only Things That Mattered Were You

Swollen Memories

433

Desperately Trying to Be Heard

The Sky Is Pink and I Am Dying

Broken Chords / Miasma

Attachment

I Am What I Always Was

Bellwether

Deterred Route

Gleaming and Gone

In the Middle of Everything

Greenhug

Lingering in My Dreams

Cryptic Last Words of an Old Man

I Am Unafraid

A Thousand Words

Radiator Tubes

Impulses

Miasma

Hell Is Real and It Rots in My Brain

Wounded

I Will Not Go

I Love You and I Will Not Let Them Hurt You Anymore

Cinders

Void of Joy

Paralyzed

Confronting Defeatism

I Love You and I Will Never Forgive Myself

First Movement

Second Movement

Third Movement

Fourth Movement

Fifth Movement

Sixth Movement

Seventh Movement

Eighth Movement

Callow and Joyous

Losing Sight of What Keeps Me Here

Peace Be Still

I Miss You

Without You, I Am Nothing

Sometimes

Without

Citrus Trees

Matylda

You Sound Throughout Everything

Love Is the Only Way Out

Aching

Ineffable

All the Things I Was Too Scared to Say (live)

Aftermath (live)

I Am Unafraid (live)

If You Are Reading This (live)

One Day We Will No Longer Hurt (live)

That Which Is Safe (live)

The Thought of Losing You Terrifies Me (live)

Trauma Generation Machines

Life Finds a Way

Depths

Webs

Let Go of the Illusion That It Could Be Any Different

143

I Must Transform My Pain or I Will Only Transmit It

May Your Magic Comfort Me

Unbroken Wisps of Perseverance

The Crevices in My Head Are Filling With Black Water

I Worship What Will Kill Me

It Always Hurts and One Day It Will Win

We Are All Connected and We All Love You

Greenhug

Peace Be Still

The Willow Tree in Our Backyard

Every Time

I Have Seen You and I

The Love I Have to Give Will Not Die With Me

How Bright You Shine

A Love Song for the Terminally Haunted

Song of Myself

Wisps of Love (For Nikko) (live)