Alan Dean Clow

Alan Dean Clow

Suicide Veteran → Honored
End of Watch February 21, 2018
Age 61
The Vigil Panel 168 ›
Gender Male

Biography

Alan Dean Clow – was my husband, co-parent, and best friend for 32 years. He was a servant of the people his entire life. He started his young career as an MP in the US Army. He went to college and earned his AA degree and then joined the San Diego County Sheriff’s office as a deputy. He was only there a short time as he did not like working the “jail” duty shift. He left to join Coronado PD as an officer. ADC found he was a bit more independent in his thoughts and decided to become a Private Investigator, which led him to join the Orange County Public Defender’s Office in CA (where he remained for the next 23 years). He loved his job serving the “under-dogs” and ensuring that justice was complete for every defendant he was involved with. Aside from that full-time job, he became active in the local union and upon his death had been the VP of OCEA for several years. He was proud of that accomplishment and often commented on helping the 18,000 employees be treated with fairness. Another side passion was Veterans. He was part of the founding committee for the Annual Veteran’s event that took place at the fairgrounds on Veterans day and provided free services and entertainment to all Veterans. He was big on trying to get a Veterans Cemetery in Orange County as well, that fight continues today. For his family life, he was our leader. He was incredibly funny and always there to help any of us “out of trouble”. He shared that with friends, their children, and anyone who called upon him. He was an avid sports fan (Chargers, Padres, Lakers, Ducks); loved going to the river, riding the motorcycle; skiing; but mostly engaging with family and friends any time he could. He was smart, charming, good-looking, and loyal. We love and miss him each day that passes. I continue his legacy as being a woman of service and honoring who he was while on this earth. He left behind a wife, two sons, and two dogs. His decision forever changed all of us.

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Last updated
July 23, 2026

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Tributes

Officer Alan Clow served with the Orange County Public Defenders Office.
Thank you for your service, and for your service before it. We will always remember your sacrifice.
You belong on this wall. Gone but never to be forgotten.
Rest easy, brother.

— S. Vincent Anthony, U.S. Army 1985-1993

Agency

Location ON
Platform Identity ocpdo.on.ca.gov.nw

Service Record

End of Watch February 21, 2018
Age 61
Gender Male

Incident Details

Cause Suicide

Military Service

Alan Dean Clow served in the Army (1975–1978) before joining law enforcement.

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Alan Dean Clow is one of 256 officers honored for deaths connected to the weight of the job across the full record of this memorial — 0.8% of all 32,508 officers honored here.

In ON, 1 of 334 officers were honored for deaths connected to the weight of the job — 0.3% of this state's fallen.

Orange County Public Defenders Office
1
of 1 officers
100% Suicide
ON — Statewide
1
of 334 officers
0.3% Suicide
Nationwide
256
of 32,508 officers
0.8% Suicide

National Cause Distribution

How Suicide compares to all causes of officer death in the memorial record. Alan Dean Clow's cause is highlighted.

Felonious
17,623 (54.2%)
Accident
10,088 (31%)
Illness
2,974 (9.1%)
Cardiac
1,306 (4%)
Undetermined
260 (0.8%)
Suicide
256 (0.8%)
vehicular
1 (0%)

How Alan Dean Clow Compares

Age at End of Watch
61
This officer
Avg for Suicide: 41.7 years

When Suicide Deaths Occur

Monthly distribution of Suicide deaths across the full memorial record. Alan Dean Clow is highlighted in Feb.

Jan
24
Feb
22
Mar
15
Apr
18
May
30
Jun
28
Jul
18
Aug
15
Sep
21
Oct
24
Nov
21
Dec
18